Monday, June 22, 2009
... there's not one single source out in the WORLD WIDE WEB that caters to JC 1 H1 mathematics... even the questions that "claim" to be H1 standard turn out to be H2 ones...Like cant they empathize with pp teaching H1 math?? wth >.<
So i spent the last 20min of my life COMPILING a set of questions i THINK caters to the H1 level.. only koped 1 question from another website source (sm teachmejcmath.com thingy)
So if any other fellow H1 math tutors out there need help, can drop me an email.. if u dun have my email, drop a tag.
But i may not see it lahx.. haha
Anyway, I was 3cm close to getting into a car accident on the AYE... coming back from tiongbahru and just passed NUS..
A LORRY driven by 3prcmales in red shirt was speeding into the aye, with NO INKLING of wanting to slow down or whatsoever (like wth?)
It SQUEEZED its way into my way, thinking i'll automatically slow down.. but NO?! like.. since when do I slow down? [hahaha... watches my instructor scowl in anger]
So because of my inability to keep the car straight in my own lane with the pressure of that horrible lorry, i got into the way of another driver on lane 2... and that totally pissed that man off [who was driving a 15year old black toyota, was wearing a random shirt and looks to be in his 50s]... THAT oldman actually got so pissed he drove up to my side and kept horning at me..
Well... i ought to have done that to the lorry... like drive to its side and keep blasting my gay horn till the 3prcs simultaneously raise their middle finger?
Like what does that old man expect me to do?
And like har? MY FAULT AH?
so..
a) i shd have slowed down?
b) i shd have rammed the prc lorry?
hmm.. i shd have chosen b... then at least dun have to get horned at.. like wtf?
siao.. damn irritated...
so ya, the roads are like the tiger's mouth.. please drive safely and maintain within the speed limit.
And steer clear of all taxi drivers, lorry drivers who are prcs (those indian drivers are always very very nice... let me change lane when i need to =D), and old man drivers who think they own the road just cause they have driven on it for more than 30 years..
>.<
And of course, stay far far away from people like me... with a triangle at the back of the car and yet still speeds till the brink of the speed limit (and overtake other vehicles who are OBVIOUSLY so much safer)
Dang.. i think im damn dangerous lah.. :'(
Monday, May 25, 2009
Er-hem... [only reason why i use this pic is cos... its near lunchtime and im hungry :D]I've been desperately trying to revive the japanese language learning thingy... and i so damn regret sleeping through all the lessons at moelc.. gahh
only time ive stayed away was during movie screening... wth...
super sorry to the various senseis who have tried their very best with an insolent child like me >.<
So to all juniors out there who are BLESSED to study in that bishan place (which takes almost 45min to reach frm my hse!)... TRY TO STAY AWAKE even tho u dun understand a word =)
hehh.. 2mths till sch starts... hv the whole of june and july to spare.. HMM... will spend my efforts on my tuition kids ba... and prob try to pick up jap (wahahaha... till now, to no avail..)
The dreams of going overseas are kinda dying off... have been thinking of going abroad for a trip since like.. last yr? rofl... practical constraints plus innate inertia jus killed that dream lahx ;)
Guess there's at least a dozen people out there like me =)
Life is BORING now... ... grr.......
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Was packing my room and chanced upon the bag of letters pp wrote over the past years.. there's the angel mortal letters, camp farewell letters, overseas immersion qingshus, bdae wishings, christmas greetings, xinnian cards, random jiayou messages (mainly frm audrey) ... i realized im super messy lah.. and i realized i havent been in touch with quite a few pp lately..one of the letters went: 写了这么多，我们以后见面的时候还是一样，好像什么都没有写过。认真是虚伪。sth liddat.
Haha.. i agree =)
Sometimes it is only through written words that people can express sth that may sound damn mushy.. St the things we write can cause us to tear when we read them out loud. For me, i'll just sob if i say touchy stuff.. so i write letters alot.. haha..
I shall start writing letters.. There are some people that are always remembered.. And they deserve to KNOW that they are being remembered.
A little card can make another person feel a hell lot better.
And since i have the time now.. why not? :)
I want to teach tuition... But then again.. I don't always get what i want.
Another letter is right: Put others before self, only then can you earn respect from others.
Thinking about her, it all seems a little unfortunate. Guess it all boils down to fate.
May we all get what we want in life.
P.S. I'm free for tuitioning now ;) drop me an email if interested =)
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
I really really really really hope for world peace right now.... but that will put police officers, military men, psychiatrists ETC out of job... and make the world a damn boring place.Sometimes, I don't wish to go through the horrible feelings: jealousy (of whatever), anger (at latecomers, stupid people), boredom (of doing mundane work), frustration (towards people who do not prioritize), sadness (of missing someone, or of seeing people going through sad things in life)...
But when i think of it in another warped manner, these are the things that make up life.
If life is only: peace (LOL), happiness (that's damn tiring), excitement (exhausted).. blahblah.. HMM... That's kinda screwed..
And the fact is,life can NEVER be like this.. WHY?
Because of the word "satisfaction"
People never get satisfied with what they have. If they are alwaysfeeling happy, they will think that is totally NORMAL, and find something to make themselves happier.
The endless search to satisfy an ENDLESS desire for ???
Nobody knows what we are ultimately looking for.
Take ME for example:
I have a loving family, a beautiful house, a carefree life.
But i'm perpetually frustrated and angry. Over what?
1) My biscuits were mysteriously eaten up --> FRUSTRATED
2) I was pushed into the MRT by a hoard of people --> PISSED
3) I had to be constantly given the questioning look whenever i come out of the room --> FLUSTERED
4) I want to get into medical school --> F***** UP WORRIED
5) I miss him --> SORROW
6) I HAVE AN ESSAY TEST TMR --> LOST
7) I have to wake up early tomorrow --> LACK OF SLEEP = FRUSTRATED
8)9)10)... BLAH BLAH BLAH
Minute? Mundane?
The fact is, these mundane little minute things make a hell lot of impact on a person like me.. the same impact it has on the people in Africa who worry over the lack of food/shelter/water/weapons to hunt..
I don't think there are problems in the world that are MINUTE..
Because we all have different scales.. that this scale is unique to measure our OWN lives.
I will continue to worry over the stupid essay test tmr... worry over getting into med school.. worry over people's scowling look..
The same way an ant worries about the anthill collapsing..
Sigh.. i have NO idea what i'm trying to drive across in this entire rant of stuff.. it didn't make much of a sense to me.. but i just suddenly had a passionate urge to declare my stand in this issue that nobody is debating about..
Maybe all i'm trying to do is convince myself that.. well... erm...
Heck.
Goodluck to all for essay tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
long time no blog... hardly have time (nor energy) to write abt my mundane life now.. Honestly, there was nothing to write about. And i'm happy with my privacy.But today... it's totally worth writing about.. today has been the most... exciting day since i left school.. really... THE MOST exciting day..
And it'll be good to let other innocent lambs get their guards up.. At least i'd have done one right thing in the course of this thing..
but i honestly dont want to go through it again.. it's bad enough having to feel stupid once.
I have half a mind to not write about this, but heck.. whatever.
For those whose turn is coming up soon, best of luck. It's not going to be easy.. and definitely very anal.. but well.. just.. good luck.
For those who, like me, got the best april fool's joke in the century, dun despair. You're not the only one in the world who felt like a loser.. If you don't, good for you. If you do, well, here's another loser to join your gang. Be glad.
Now i know why there are horror stories... they are damn freaking true.
And you only know the true horror when you go through it.
So i'm urging you, if you missed your chance this year, dun be disheartened. You can always sign up for the haunted mansion next year. I guarantee u 25min of 160bpm....
Damnit...
And i was so looking forward to getting in.
Now i'll just have to keep an eye out for other options.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
:)Life at rh isnt too bad... at least im not getting abused or sth... im plain lucky to get into the right place with the right pp~ Anw, dun rly wanna tok abt work (since ive gotta go back to it in less than 11hrs)... but honestly dun feel like talking abt anything in particular lah...
haha... life is boring without the boys... like where the hell has everyone gone? Getting locked in tekong is just sad.. been more than a week since they went in le... poor things... hope they come out fine... just botak and more tanned and more fit la... eat some bakguah and go back in again to be roasted and whipped... ZZ... jiayou boys~
:)
eating chocolates lately... the serotonin is making me high... but effect v short.. and has bad side effects (like weight gain)... plus the all-bothering pms (which makes women very very bad people who yell at other peoplefor no reason or emo in a corner or say nasty things to people they care cos they are feeling like crap)... gahh..hasnt been a good condition to be left alone...
not that im thinking.. im not! That's the problem.. its just irrational, illogical sadness im feeling.... like a permanent temptation to cry and having pimples...
Maybe im menopausal.. but come'on man! im 18!!!
Bleargh.. at least i ddun bully too many people.. can seem to contain when im being PR-ish... LOL... just those im comfy with i end up being nasty.. how ironic..
My poor parents... and poor people that matter...
I miss you.... like.. really really really miss you...
Gah... i go sleep le... da jia work hard!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
hmm... almost 11hrs30min left to 2008...2009!!!! =) Super looking forward..
AS in.. even if i dont it'll still come.. so.... YEAH! LOOKS FORWARD!!!
Tho i honestly like where i am now and what im doing (i mean... when i do have something to do other than rot at home) it's a good thing to move on lah =) It does make sense to me to look forward to what's coming...
And if im lucky enough to get into where i want to get into... 2009 will be a great year and a great start ^-^
If im not THAT lucky, then 2009 shall just be spent doing things i LIKE and finding out where to go next ^-^
NS is honestly a superduper.... gahh thing.. as in.. ALL the guys (99% at least) are going to be enlisted... or already in their 2nd year in army.. or signed on and is going to stay in the army.. or are talking about army....
Hmm.... if 50% of the population are singapore males (which is overestimating anyway.. too many non singaporeans) and they all went through army and now doing reservice......... we're going to be a whole country of soldiers!
K la.. not that bad...
two major dates where pp i know are going in.. 7th and 9th.. primarily lah... but im starting to get the dates mixed up.. HMM... like i recorded my basic driving theory on the 9th when its on the 12th... i hate numbers :'(
Haha.. customary new year resolutions:
1. Stay on the job for 6mths even if its a boring admin thingy... and im making sure the doctor likes me so he/she will show me how to operate on women ^-^
2. Be nice to my family and friends =)
3. Ensure my omnia survives to see the next new year... (THAT'S A DARN BIG CHALLENGE)
4. Take lots of photos of my life... i need MORE PHOTOS~~~
5. Travel... i want to go at least 3 countries next year.... (that's once every 4 months.. HMM)
6. Learn to bake edible cakes... Kk.. i've already started on my attempts.. but they're still not VERY edible yet... i'll learn to bake it properly in time to come.. one year.. come on cakes of 2009!!!
7. Help at huangcheng... when i can =) maybe i go pop by at night lah.. my working time 8.30 to 6 neh.. must understand =) Sms me when u need me.. i'll drop by =)
8. Watch ER and Grey's Anatomy when i have time.. (it was my post a-level resolution :'( )
9. Pick up a new skill.. language/sports/other skills such as sewing, musical instruments, blah blah blah
10. Reformat my computer.. or get a new one if possible... this one is too HEAVY and.. GAHH..
Okay.. that's all for now.. but i think i'll cough up new things along the year =)
Its now 1pm... 11 hours to 2009... I'm looking forward to fireworks =)
First new year.. For the past year, you've gradually become part of my life..
You've been ever so patient, and understanding.. and always know when to let me have my way (and when to stand ur ground).. I still think i'll get lost without you.. and end up finding things to do to fill time with you away.. I'll really be indecisive.. and still thinking of you at every turn.. I'll still be childish and complain at everything.. I'll be silly and accuse you of things you never did.. I may remain this petty for the rest of my life... I'll be as imperfect as i am now, even when i grow up and grow old...
Think of me when you're away k? Think only of the good parts of me.. the side of me who gets moody knowing i cant chat with you everyday.. the me who worries if you'll get snatched away by a pontianak.. the me who misses you.. the me who will take care of you when you come home..
Think of me as the person who will live her life still while waiting for you... I'll still have my friends and i'll tell you of them so you know them too.. I'll learn new languages to spout at you.. I'll make nice food to feed u.. Time stands still in NS, but time moves on for me.. im afraid of that.. but we'll deal with it =)
One thing wont change though... i'm still waiting for the day 10,20,30,... 70 years down the road.. =)
Here's a video to welcome your new year =) I LOVE this video~~ Like reality TV liddat ^-^
Cherios~~ ^-^ And Happy 2009!
I'm a functioning member of the workforce
AND I GET CPF!!!
Haha...
Okay.. im a loser lah.. nvr work before so now excited over lame stuff like this.. but honestly...
I'm a working adult too le~~~ =) =)
Thot e white shirt black bottoms dress code was a little strange.. how to get 6 white shirts??
But nvm.. i dun care...
Starts work on Friday =) Then going for HC chalet (GOGOGO everyone!!!!!) Chalet ends on Sunday.. then monday work again!! haha..
Guess i've been too bored la.. now got sth to do also super happy.. gah.. [ANYTHING BEATS WRITING STUPID ESSAYS]
Oh yeah.... Gah... not my fault im not uploading pictures onto facebook.. my com has grown so old facebook doesnt like it anymore...
Nvm.. haha.. the photos are all random anyway =P
Yay Yay Yay!
Just realized BMT is 10 weeks.. which is like 1 school term? Which isnt VERY long if u really think about it.....
HMM...
Well.. pp in SSS wont find any difference in regime ba...
But hc boys... HMMMM... *imagines jw... *
Okay.. maybe it is quite long.. if its running and pumping and fieldcamping and rolling in the mud all day..
well... heck.. you guys are supposed to PROTECT us anyway =) I'm sure you'll all do a great job ^-^ [while i enjoy life IN THE WORKFORCE]
lala~~~
I'm crazy from reading my essay... its retarded and incoherent..
So i'm not going to send first... i'm going to assume tmr's the deadline.. and start panicking then..
AS for now... i'm just going to hug eeyore and go nuah somewhere..
BTW, wonder if ive said this before.. but my dad said it again yesterday:
eh? 你带育儿出门啊? (I was bringing eeyore home)
Like.. eeyore has a chinese name.. nice~ =D
Im going out to steal my parent's heineken.. cya =)
